I started to notice that he likes another girl and I am devastated. I feel like screaming and mourn. But in reality, obviously I do because I realize how serious this child and in the end all I want to do is wound into a ball under my blankets and so treatforget the memories, these absurd feelings, and above all, forget you. But even though I know you trust me, I do not know how much longer can continue. I know there was a possibility that I could have avoided all this pain, but I decided not to take it, I decided to answer, and now I have to face the consequences. So I learned to build a wall around my feelings telling myself I'm fine without you, you already exceed that I do not need you, I'll findsomeone better.
But to see him happy with some other girls killed me inside and the wall that I tried so hard to build breaks down completely. Both time spent in covering my emotions on a thick layer of insensitivity, it breaks completely to see move forward so happy without me. Stupid feelings
irrelevant. Life would be much easier without emotion obsolete how are you.
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